Monday, July 5, 2010

Friday, July 2, 2010

The Christian Apologist

Ode to the Apologist


More like, ohhhhhh the Apologist.....

First let me just get this little fact out of the way. This is my personal blog with my personal opinion about my views as a Jehovah's Witness.

I do not speak for all Jehovah's Witnesses, unless I am quoting something from a Watchtower etc.

This is my personal opinion of the Apologist ( Christian Apologetics ) are who I am referring to.

Oh, I have wanted to write something for awhile now and I have had so many idea's. The writer I am not, in me - did not take the time to write all those thoughts out...
As a Jehovah's Witness, I have spent the better part of my life from a Non Apologist platform, openly showing all of Christendoms many faults. I do not apologize for them because the bible clearly stated these things would happen, from the moment Jesus died right up to the End of this system as we know it. My job was to show the truth from the bible and teach that.

From the apologists I have personally come across, I have found the same things over and over again. They are often just one man or a small group of men who like to debate. Nothing wrong with debate at all, it is the intention behind the debate that is often the problem.

Everyone should have the freedom to say what they want, Jehovah's Witnesses have fought endlessly for freedom of speech and religion since day one.
Believe me when I say I have debated and debated with these " Apologists " for hours...

I don't do that much anymore, Now I keep my comments short and factual.
No, not because I can't debate or have anything to hide - in fact going over some of the debates I have recorded, I can hardly believe it is me. The Truth is so deeply instilled in me now, I surprise myself.  It is so true when we are reminded by our brothers " this preaching work is so often about building ourselves up spiritually, in the debate we become stronger because the Truth is on our side" !
I have found this to be a fact.

 Apologists prove who they are, often by having no real spiritual compass and they rarely agree with each other.
Everything they do is just an endless debate, literally they can not see the "Forest for the trees" as the saying goes.
What I find most interesting about them is, they just love second and third hand knowledge about Jehovah's people.
If you are an apostate and have a story to tell, well go friend the Apologist because they can not wait to hear it - and use it, in what ever way they can. ( not painting all with the same brush - but most are like this - that I have come across.)
They- love finding any fault at all and then painting the entire organization with that same brush. Taking what one Witness has incorrectly said to them and then making a bold statement like " Why do Jehovah's Witnesses feel the need to lie" or " when has the Watchtower ever apologized for anything". These are sad statements coming from people who were never actually physically THERE to know what REALLY took place.

Infact resorting to that second and third hand information- as fact. Boy they can dish it out but can not turn that same questioning on themselves. So what, One out of thousands of missionaries walked away because they didn't like what they "say" they saw. Why tell their story ? Why not the stories from the 1000's of others who could tell you the most wonderful experiences- teaching people worldwide the bible ? No, because that is not their Agenda, oh yes Apologists have an Agenda - but they just love to tell you that- they don't !
I just love that story about that one missionary - it has been a long time since I read the story, from an Apologist website. From what I remember- he was sent somewhere that there was a large amount of Evangelical Christians who read their bibles.....
Well I won't go into those thousands of accounts of missionaries who go to places where people have bibles- but never read them etc..
Anyways, I can tell you what I know from calling on Evangelicals in my ministry- using facts, ok. Many of them often know they should be preaching but - just cant find the spirit to do so. Some I have personally talked to are told oddly, from their Church they should read their bibles more and study more. I say oddly because most Churches in Christendom don't like to tell people that. But again sadly they are spiritually starving, like all the rest of Christendom and putting most of their spiritual energy into Pagan Holidays and get togethers. Evangelicals do not as a whole, even know that Christmas is Pagan, along with all the other holidays they partake in. They often believe they are living in the "last days" and know they should be preaching - but they just can't bring themselves to do so. They also take part in wars and politics. Now tell me as a ex Missionary - really, you had nothing to teach these people ???
Often the emphasis with Apologists is Jesus. They usually believe in the Trinity- but not always. Still many do not like to refer to the Creator of the universe as Jehovah. Well folks, that was all Jesus talked about, all the time. Jehovah was the main teaching of Jesus. How Jehovah was giving Jesus the authority to rule as King in this God given Kingdom. Jesus was the sacrifice Jehovah made in our behalf, the giving of his first and most beloved son.

If you were to take the bible without any preconceived understanding or teaching, read it- with Jehovah's name put back in it's right full place.
You would, with Jehovah's help " maybe" be able to see the truth loud and clear. In the end, it comes down to your heart condition.

The Apologist as I mentioned earlier, do not often agree with each other. I repeat, they are not in agreement ! What they do agree on however is, how much they like to accuse Jehovah's people of anything they can. They love to nitpick and find fault = this is something they can agree on.

This will overshadow anything they do not agree on. So if you are an ex witness and no longer even believe in Jesus- Great ! You can help them out, many of them don't mind one bit. There is such a double standard it is almost insane = really.
Again, the debate with them never ends no matter what undebatable info you give them. Even if their info is secondhand knowledge and has been proven as false or taken out of context.
They will turn around often and say you " don't have enough proof "or still continue the debate.

So, I just return to the cold hard FACTS kids.

We are undebatably near the very End. This past hundred years has been the ongoing fulfillment of Revelation to the incoming Kingdom of Jesus.
We are not false prophets for endlessly keeping watch of events occurring and reporting on them.
note-(true false prophets would not show Obvious backing from Jehovah God- would not be able to fulfill all requirements of Jesus followers in the last days) - even if having made some imperfect statements- does not a false prophet make)

Remember all the examples of the prophets and apostles from the bible making mistakes sometime big ones. Imperfect men like Peter's denial of Jesus etc.
Yet, these men were forgiven, Peter too and given the keys to the kingdom and overseeing of all Jesus belongings on earth- because the truth was in these men.

Requirements of Jesus followers from day one and " in the last days" is to openly preach worldwide the incoming Kingdom of Jesus.

The telling and accurate understanding of the book of Revelation and warning of the impending Tribulation.

Teaching the bible and baptism worldwide.

Not going to war and not being any part of Pagan worship in any way.

Most important, the sanctification of JEHOVAH's Name worldwide.
  
This would all be done in a organized manner with undeniable Unity.

Apologists for the most part, even well meaning ones, have soo little to offer that even comes close to this.
They are not organized and can not even agree with a large group on much of anything. Still many of them delusionally believe they are going to water seeds of truth worldwide. Often, this is said from the comfort of their computer chair.
They can't agree, so what are they going to teach ? Many of them believe we are at the end, so they better get busy...

The fact is, they can't and they wont. They do not have the backing from God to do so. There are soo many examples I could give of people who have honestly tried- but never got to far. Or had to rely on book and video sales to get their info even past- go.
As Jehovah's people, we are set up for anything ! If the Internet goes down, it won't make a bit of difference. We are organized worldwide with millions of bibles and printed information. As well as the unity of a Worldwide brotherhood that is soo beautiful No-one on the planet could offer anything better ! They can't and won't because Jehovah is not backing them ! They won't come to a unified agreement before the end, it is far to late for that.

I personally wish them no harm ( though I am sure they will debate that ). I wish they would see " the forest for the tree's " and will pray they do before the end.

2 Peter 3:8-10 However, let this one fact not be escaping YOUR notice, beloved ones, that one day is with Jehovah as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day. 9 Jehovah is not slow respecting his promise, as some people consider slowness, but he is patient with YOU because he does not desire any to be destroyed but desires all to attain to repentance. 10 Yet Jehovah’s day will come as a thief, in which the heavens will pass away with a hissing noise, but the elements being intensely hot will be dissolved, and earth and the works in it will be discovered.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Apologists - Don't apologize for me Thanks


Don't apologize for me preaching the end of the world - because it is at hand !


Don't apologize for me helping make the name of God JEHOVAH known in all the Earth - that is his name !

Don't apologize for my Organization of Jehovah's Witnesses - because That is what we are !

Don't apologize for the Watch Tower for printing what I and all Jehovah's people believe - it is THE TRUTH !

Don't apologize for my Governing body - Jesus uses these men and they have more faith in one hand then you do in your whole being !

Don't apologize for us bringing Bibles and study aids to those Spiritually starving earth wide- God knows, no-one else is feeding them !

Don't apologize for errors you think men who represent us have done or said - the work and Fruits speak for themselves- and they are speaking Loud earth wide " Praise JAH you people " !

Don't apologize - for you have sooo little to offer in return !



my next blogs will be dedicated to the Apologists and online Truther community

I also have more Blood/holistic news coming soon, just wanted to send my 2 cent's out there .

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Blood in entertainment and Satanic inversion of Jehovah's laws



Acts 15: 28 For the holy spirit and we ourselves have favored adding no further burden to YOU, except these necessary things, 29 to keep abstaining from things sacrificed to idols and from blood and from things strangled and from fornication. If YOU carefully keep yourselves from these things, YOU will prosper. Good health to YOU!”
Curious , that blood in the scriptures should be brought out soo many times with great importance ? At the end of this blog i will cover biblical history and a Jehovah's Witness view of blood.
For now I want to cover what I see going on. 1st- Many Doctors both of the regular medical community and Doctors of Natural medicine ( of which there are a large amount of different sectors ) are realizing how dangerous Blood Transfusions are. That they really are a thing of the past, that for the most part should be done away with.
2nd - Most if not all in both communities realize that the Blood banks especially the Red Cross are in it for the money, not the care of mankind.
It's all about money folks. Bad Blood has killed Thousands if not millions.
3rd- Blood throughout history has been ABUSED by Satan and those who serve him as an attack against Jehovah God. On the abuse part ( it doesn't take much to do historical research on sacrifices preformed by many many cultures) - an INVERSION of the sacrifices Jehovah God expected from his followers - biblically.


If you believe in the Bible and believe this world is as the bible puts it " the whole world is lying in the power of the wicked one" and blood is as sacred to Jehovah as he has clearly stated it is - Here are some obvious questions.
Is Satan using Blood today as an attack against Jehovah ?
Is Satan using Blood in the media ?
Today I would like to deal with both those questions. Let's talk about Blood in the media first. As I am a Canadian, raised on T.V.and well aware of Modern Media. This is an easy subject to answer.
VAMPIRES.
Unless you have had your head in the sand ( and you may be better off ) You may have noticed over the past 25 years or soo, A media obsession with everything Vampire.
I was once a young girl caught up in all this frenzy with the movie release of The Lost Boys. So I understand the idea a teenager might have about it. " they are soo cool " ! But in the past few years, the Obsession has grown - almost to the point where I ask myself. Could it possibly get worse ?
Well understanding what I do now and raising a teenager in this Obsessed world - I have a very different view than I did as a young girl.
The latest in this sick twisted Media world is a movie called Daybreakers, I have not personally seen it and will choose not to. The trailers of it make it very clear - Bodies are being stored for blood - blood transfusions and Vampires all in the mix. Quote "Bromley Marks blood bank, a facility once filled with captured humans ripe for blood harvesting, is running low on supply and ruthlessly hunting down every last person with a pulse." = hmmmm?.
Clearly entertainment as "we" call it, is pushing boundaries in every way it can to do what Satan wants = Revolt against Jehovah Gods laws
The bible Gods word states " there is nothing new under the sun" . No this kind of thinking is not new - it is also not new for humans to eat human blood and sacrifice children. In fact it is safe to say, this is still happening today - worldwide. I will not go into detail on this disgusting issue on here - but this goes on a lot.
This is not my point.
The scripture at the beginning from Acts was not directed at Pagans or Occultists. This scripture was directed at True Christians.
Now, the Christians at that time were well aware of the Mosaic Law about not eating blood, so no shock there. Those coming into Christianity from Pagan lifestyles needed to understand this command - yes. But what about those living at other times - such as the Last days. The scriptures in Acts were just as important for them.
Curious that Blood would be pointed out to us. Christians today do need to heed this warning, not just because we are surrounded by depraved entertainment on Vampires, that is a (state of mind) showing us the mentality of people " in the last days". God was not worried about us going out and sucking peoples blood. Yes watching this entertainment would be considered vile and wrong by most Christians- but not truly a full commitment of sin. So why " in the last days" would this scripture be important. Could Jehovah God who is all knowing not for see and understand where science would be now ? Of course.
Also as I have stated on here already, science through man is proving this law of Jehovah's, to be correct.
There is so much about Blood we are now learning that proves how little we knew even 5 years ago. Blood transfusions are proving to be shockingly dangerous and horribly - in the wrong hands of a greedy system run by Satan.
The Inversion of Jehovah's laws and gifts are very obvious now. Many of those so called Christians who have not heeded this warning in Acts and believed the Lie that Satan's system has told have suffered greatly. Yes many people point out " many have died because of not having a transfusion ". Often a good portion of those deathly ill or having been in a very bad accident - are not saved by blood at all.
Often these people can Not be saved - but those in charge or who hear these stories turn around and blame the No Blood law for the actual death . The same type of people point the finger at Jehovah's Witnesses for not taking blood instead of ever pointing the finger at - The flawed system that controls the Blood that kill soo many.
That law was just as important for our day.
Blood is sacred and unique to each individual. Just ask someone who has done blood analysis for a few years. They can read your blood and tell so much about YOU as an individual, your illnesses, parasites and so on.
This "science" of sharing blood has always been a step in the wrong direction by man.


This is just one observation of many I will be bringing out in my blog. I hope those who read will at least see how flawed the blood system has been.



Jehovah's Witnesses view of blood - biblically

Their stand is based on
a fundamental law that God gave to mankind. Just after the Flood of Noah’s day, God gave Noah and his family permission to eat the flesh of animals. God imposed this one restriction: They were not to consume blood. (Genesis 9:3, 4) All humans of all races descended from Noah, so this law is binding on all of mankind. It was never rescinded. Over eight centuries later, God reaffirmed that law to the nation of Israel, explaining that blood is sacred, representing the soul, or life itself. (Leviticus 17:14) Over 1,500 years later, the Christian apostles commanded all Christians to “keep abstaining . . . from blood.”—Acts 15:29.
To Jehovah’s Witnesses, it is clearly impossible to abstain from blood while taking it into the body in a transfusion. They therefore insist on alternative treatments. That Scriptural stand often results in an even higher standard of medical care. No doubt that is why many people who are not Jehovah’s Witnesses also request bloodless medical treatment.
We show respect for blood by not eating it. In the Law that Jehovah gave the Israelites, he commanded: “As for any man . . . who in hunting catches a wild beast or a fowl that may be eaten, he must in that case pour its blood out and cover it with dust. . . . I said to the sons of Israel: ‘You must not eat the blood of any sort of flesh.’” (Leviticus 17:13, 14) God’s command not to eat animal blood, first given to Noah some 800 years earlier, was still in force. Jehovah’s view was clear: His servants could eat animal meat but not the blood. They were to pour the blood on the ground—in effect, returning the creature’s life to God.

A similar command rests upon Christians. The apostles and other men taking the lead among Jesus’ followers in the first century met together to decide what commands had to be obeyed by all in the Christian congregation. They came to this conclusion: “The holy spirit and we ourselves have favored adding no further burden to you, except these necessary things, to keep abstaining from things sacrificed to idols and from blood and from things strangled [leaving the blood in the meat] and from fornication.” (Acts 15:28, 29; 21:25) So we must ‘keep abstaining from blood.’ In God’s eyes, our doing that is as important as our avoiding idolatry and sexual immorality.

Does the command to abstain from blood include blood transfusions? Yes. To illustrate: Suppose a doctor were to tell you to abstain from alcoholic beverages. Would that simply mean that you should not drink alcohol but that you could have it injected into your veins? Of course not! Likewise, abstaining from blood means not taking it into our bodies at all. So the command to abstain from blood means that we would not allow anyone to transfuse blood into our veins.

What if a Christian is badly injured or is in need of major surgery? Suppose doctors say that he must have a blood transfusion or he will die. Of course, the Christian would not want to die. In an effort to preserve God’s precious gift of life, he would accept other kinds of treatment that do not involve the misuse of blood. Hence, he would seek such medical attention if that is available and would accept a variety of alternatives to blood

Monday, May 17, 2010

Why the Earth


Why the Earth ?
If we try for just a moment to step outside ourselves and try to imagine creation of the earth from the beginning - What a vast undertaking !
What an amazing expression of love and creativity from Jehovah God.
“You are worthy, Jehovah, even our God, to receive the glory and the honor and the power, because you created all things, and because of your will they existed and were created.”
Even from a very young age, I could grasp the concept of life forever on earth. I knew personally there was nowhere else I wanted to be.
My feet in the dirt and all the animals I could get my hands on - by my side. This is the feeling most people have - it was instilled in us by our creator.
So many people who have become Jehovah's Witnesses over the years, have commented on what a relief it was to learn from Gods word
about the earth being restored to a paradise. The way it was made to be. They too had the same feelings I did, the desire to be here with Gods beautiful creation. I can not imagine anywhere else I would want to be. In this imperfect system in our imperfect bodies, we have not even had a real chance
to even enjoy life the way we were meant to. I can not wait until the time comes when I - in perfect health, can spend endless time examining the earth
and all of it's impressive creation. Our planet earth right now is suffering from mans imperfect rule- but that too is a sign that we are very close to the time
when Jehovah through his son Jesus will step in.
Yes, our planet may appear to be in peril, but its continued existence as a home for mankind is not in doubt. Rather, peril awaits those who continue to show disrespect for God’s creation and who refuse to obey Jesus Christ. Hence, Jehovah’s Witnesses encourage you to take in the knowledge that leads to everlasting life.
How Paradise Will Be Restored

While on earth, Jesus taught his followers to pray for the very means that God will use to restore righteous conditions earth wide. Jesus said we should pray: “Let your kingdom come. Let your will take place, as in heaven, also upon earth.” (Matthew 6:10) God appointed his Son to be the Ruler of this Kingdom, which will carry out God’s purpose that Paradise conditions be enjoyed everywhere on earth.

Regarding the One whom God has appointed as Ruler, the Bible said: “There has been a child born to us, there has been a son given to us; and the princely rule will come to be upon his shoulder. And his name will be called . . . Prince of Peace. To the abundance of the princely rule and to peace there will be no end.” (Isaiah 9:6, 7) Yet, how will this government under such “princely rule” carry out the will of God?

The Bible answers, saying: “In the days of those kings the God of heaven will set up a kingdom [the princely rule] that will never be brought to ruin. And the kingdom itself will not be passed on to any other people. It will crush and put an end to all these kingdoms, and it itself will stand to times indefinite.”—Daniel 2:44.

Let us consider the conditions that will prevail on earth in the restored Paradise, yes, “in the re-creation,” when God’s Son exercises his power as the ‘princely Ruler’ in his Father’s Kingdom.

“The righteous themselves will possess the earth, and they will reside forever upon it.” (Psalm 37:29) “There will come to be plenty of grain on the earth; on the top of the mountains there will be an overflow.” (Psalm 72:16) “The upright are the ones that will reside in the earth, and the blameless are the ones that will be left over in it.” (Proverbs 2:21) “They [the blameless] will not do any harm or cause any ruin in all my holy mountain; because the earth will certainly be filled with the knowledge of Jehovah as the waters are covering the very sea.”—Isaiah 11:9.

In harmony with those statements, in his famous Sermon on the Mount, Jesus said: “Happy are the mild-tempered ones, since they will inherit the earth.” (Matthew 5:5) Later, the apostle John wrote: “The tent of God is with mankind . . . He will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.” (Revelation 21:3, 4) Clearly, these Bible texts refer, not to a heavenly “paradise,” but to a physical one here on earth.

Earth’s Future—In Good Hands!

There is only one Leader who can successfully address the problems confronting the world. Concerning him, the Bible foretold: “Upon him the spirit of Jehovah [God] must settle down, the spirit of wisdom and of understanding, the spirit of counsel and of mightiness, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of Jehovah . . . With righteousness he must judge the lowly ones, . . . and with the spirit of his lips he will put the wicked one to death.”—Isaiah 11:2-5

Who is that One? He is none other than Jesus Christ, who lovingly laid down his life in our behalf. (John 3:16) Now a mighty spirit entity, Jesus has been authorized and empowered by God to rule over the earth.—Daniel 7:13, 14; Revelation 11:15.

Contributing to Jesus’ qualifications is his vast knowledge of God’s creation, which he acquired before coming to earth. In fact, untold eons ago when God formed the physical universe, Jesus was his “master worker.” (Proverbs 8:22-31) Think about that: Jesus, the very one who helped make the earth and all living things, will take the lead in undoing the damage caused by human folly. While on earth Jesus gave us a preview of what his rule would be like and what he would do. He healed all sickness, blindness etc and resurrected the dead.

Resurrection of the dead

“The hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out.”—John 5:28, 29.

"There is going to be a resurrection of both the righteous and the unrighteous.”—Acts 24:15.



Isa 11:6-9 And the wolf will actually reside for a while with the male lamb, and with the kid the leopard itself will lie down, and the calf and the maned young lion and the well-fed animal all together; and a mere little boy will be leader over them. 7 And the cow and the bear themselves will feed; together their young ones will lie down. And even the lion will eat straw just like the bull. 8 And the sucking child will certainly play upon the hole of the cobra; and upon the light aperture of a poisonous snake will a weaned child actually put his own hand. They will not do any harm or cause any ruin in all my holy mountain; because the earth will certainly be filled with the knowledge of Jehovah as the waters are covering the very sea.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Blood, a gift of misinformation lies and more lies


http://www.jonbarron.org/heart-health-program/05-12-2008.php



This link above is (Blood Transfusions May Have Killed Millions)- by Jon Barron

BAD BLOOD - book by Judith Reitman

In a shocking exposé of the American Red Cross, award-winning journalist Judith Reitman rips the veil of secrecy off the world's largest humanitarian charity.

In 1984 triplet girls born three months prematurely received life-saving blood transfusions. A year later their parents learned that their donor had the AIDS virus. After years of suffering, all three sisters died. It has been discovered that six more children have received infected blood from the same Red Cross donor.

In May of 1993, for the first time in its history, the U.S. Government brought a lawsuit against the American Red Cross alleging thousands of violations of federal blood and safety laws.

Bad Blood is the story of the gross mismanagement and shocking neglect within the American Red Cross. The organization known for its "gift of life" has been responsible for exposing millions of innocent people to a blood supply contaminated by HIV, syphilis, hepatitis and other highly infectious diseases.
Investigates mismanagement and neglect within the Red Cross, focusing in particular on its exposing millions of people to blood contaminated by HIV, syphilis, hepatitis, and other highly infectious diseases. The account begins in 1983, when the Red Cross decided not to use an HIV screening test for all donors, and reports the FDA investigations which uncovered massive health and safety violations, as well as the US government's permanent injunction requiring the Red Cross and its president, Elizabeth Dole, to improve blood supply and services.

Blood scandal: Canadian Red Cross fined

Associated Press | June 1, 2005
The Canadian Red Cross has pleaded guilty to distributing tainted blood in the 1980s, which infected 1000 people with HIV and 20,000 with hepatitis C.
The organisation apologised for its role in the scandal and was fined $ 4000 in the public health disaster.
After receiving the tainted blood products, about 3,000 people had died by 1997. The death toll has since risen but recent estimates weren't available.
Public apology

The Secretary General of the Red Cross issued a public apology demanded by survivors of the victims and played via videotape in the courtroom.
On the tape, Dr. Pierre Duplessis said the charity accepted responsibility for "having distributed harmful products for those that rely on (the Red Cross) for their health".
He said the Canadian Red Cross Society was "deeply sorry" for the injury, death and suffering caused to families and loved ones of those who were harmed.
In exchange for the guilty plea and public apology, prosecutors dropped criminal charges against the charity, including criminal negligence and common nuisance.

'Incomplete justice'

However, some say it's not "full" justice because the Red Cross admitted no criminal responsibility.

The organisation pleaded guilty only to violating the food and drug act, admitting it distributed blood tainted with HIV and hepatitis C.

As part of the deal, the crown agreed to drop five counts of a more serious criminal charge.

Federal prosecutor John Ayre insists the fine was adequate given the Red Cross's status as a humanitarian organisation, noting that it's no longer involved in blood collection or distribution.

more info to come - just wanted to post some interesting info

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Truth about the truth about my truth.....


I want to start by saying a little about myself. I am a active member of the Jehovah's Witnesses and have been for 20 years.
I am a mother of 2 boys and a wife happily married for 16 years. I have been studying for many years to be a Holistic Nutritionist - been interested in that subject for as long as i can remember. I have also studied Horse Whispering and am an Artist - painter, with a good folder of acrylic paintings under my belt. But - as it turns out my greatest passion is for Truth. I have at length debated if i should even take part in the "on line" community in this way. I may change my mind and pull out at anytime, for now i have found a honest hearted reason to be on here = only time will tell if i have made the right choice.
I have at great length researched my Organization, their history and the conspiracy theories surrounding it. I have gotten to know many in the so called "Truth Movement" via on-line, many of which are honestly seeking Truth, others wanting to believe every Conspiracy they come across and others yet conflicted by what they should believe. It is the sooo called " Truthers" who believe the lies without research that I have the biggest problem with.
I personally believe we are living in the "last days" as the Bible puts it. I believe in my Organization because i have tested it out to the full. I have personally and physically experienced it firsthand. I have physically been to its headquarters and been blown away by what could only be controlled by Jehovah and Jesus. No mere imperfect men could accomplish the work Jehovah's people have worldwide - No way, not a chance. So in truly knowing this as fact, i will do what ever i personally can, to at the very least help even one person.

My main goal is to do what i know best ! 1st to combine what i know as someone very aware of the Holistic / Naturopathic community - on the view of Blood. How everyday it is becoming more apparent how unhealthy and risky Blood transfusions are and how the Holistic /Naturopathic community as well as many Doctors are backing that up. As well combining the fact that the "government" itself with the Red Cross are willing to do anything to make money in this field even if it means knowingly giving tainted blood and knowingly killing people - an untrue "conspiracy theory" = I think not.